Who am I, what do I want and what are my talents? Why me, why now? Does that sound familiar?
A way of looking at (and answering) these kind of questions is astrology. A birth chart is a road map of your inner blueprint; it shows where your strengths lies and what your weaknesses are.
On this site you can find some possibilities I have to offer.
I cannot solve you problems, but I can help you in finding your own answers. Knowing who you really are, can be the first step.
I hope this will arouse your interest!